i would like to have a few drinks sometimes and catch a buzz,but i know it wouldnot end with that ,it would end in death because i wouldnot stop nor do i think i could after what i went through to get where i am at.
stay strong and remember when you get a thought you must side track it with another for only a few mins. like we talked about before and then the mind will think of something else. after the 72 hours its just the mind because the body is clean,and now the habit of the action is also gone ,so now its just the mind ,hell you beat the hard shit the first 2 steps don't let the mind beat you.
you have gone to long and did to well for that
