djeze, you sound like a women!!
next think you know you will be asking " does this make me look fat?"
cheer up buddy! its your B-Day..
have people take you out for dinner and drinks and enjoy yourself....
I had a grandfather who was a tank commander in WWII..
he told me some phuked up stories.. then he told me everytime i thought i had it bad.. to remember him. and think about how good we really have it..
You might want to read a book "called beyond valor" the sadest damn thing i have ever read.. every time i feel blue.. i remember that book and think "shit it could be a whole lot damn worse!"
good luck on your teaser..
i love this play!
Happy B-Day