Welcome to my personal hell on earth. This is a war I've fought for many years. Oh, I've won a few skirmishes. Quit once a few years ago for over a year and a half. Friend of mine has a baby, gives out cigars. I take one, shouldn't be a problem right? Stupid cigar led to buying a pack of cigarettes the next day.
Quit once for about eight months. Mother-in-law goes in hospital. Watched my wife grieve. God I gotta have a cigarette!!
Anyhow, today begins another battle. Cold damn turkey. My mouth is already starting to secrete this fluid that asks the question, okay dumb ass where's the smoke?
It's a horrible horrible habit. It's filthy, it makes everything stink. In the car, at home. And it is damn near getting expensive.
But when you remember how good it tastes after a meal, with a drink, with a cup of coffee. Jesus-got to quit typing this crap.
Anyhow, I apolagize for my going on about this. It helps pass the time. I hope I didn't come off as a whiner. It's a tough time.
Tomorrow will be worse.
Quit once for about eight months. Mother-in-law goes in hospital. Watched my wife grieve. God I gotta have a cigarette!!
Anyhow, today begins another battle. Cold damn turkey. My mouth is already starting to secrete this fluid that asks the question, okay dumb ass where's the smoke?
It's a horrible horrible habit. It's filthy, it makes everything stink. In the car, at home. And it is damn near getting expensive.
But when you remember how good it tastes after a meal, with a drink, with a cup of coffee. Jesus-got to quit typing this crap.
Anyhow, I apolagize for my going on about this. It helps pass the time. I hope I didn't come off as a whiner. It's a tough time.
Tomorrow will be worse.