Why do you even reply taoist?
We must have different ideas about "having a life."
Look, Scooter....
You don't know me. You most likely never will. I don't really give a shit about your "life" anymore than you do mine. I'm here to make money. Maybe you should "watch" a little while and try to learn something for a lil while.
About 5-10 years from now, something will hit you...and a light will come on. Unfortunately, neither myself nor anyone else here can flip that switch until its ready to be "turned on."
I wish you the best of luck in your endeavors.... Hope that the money is well worth the lesson.