well don't feel too bad, I feel the exact same way every time I see the 49ers. I still have nightmares of Mike Nolan and the niners stepping into Invesco to beat the Broncos a few years back on the last weekend of the year. Alas, I have almost avoided them entirely and I will attempt to pull you up from the bridge and greet you with a bottle of Jack at the top of the bridge from where you hang.