I have a life question to ask. I am 38 yrs old and have reached a point in my life where I need answers.
I was married before, I have a beautiful 12 yr old daughter as a result. I met a girl 11 yrs my junior while returning to school. (My wife left in Jan 04 lost my job in Mar 04). I returned to school in May 04, which is where I met this girl. I dated her for 2 yrs while I was in school in GA, she left me right when I was finishing school. I got a job close to home, so I could see my daughter. But, it was too close to this girl. So an opportunity to return to school in NC , make more money and be further away from this girl arouse, so I took it.
Thing is outside of a brief period in 06, I have seen her consistently for the past 3 yrs. Her father didnt approve of the age difference, me having a child (which I wont apologize for), and had a divorce. Might I mention she had a boyfriend the past 3 yrs.
Anyway fast forward 3 yrs, I have never in my life loved anyone the way I do her. I see a stripper where I live now, see a girl I dated while in NC, and attempt to see the girl I dated in GA.
The stripper has 4 kids (and shes a stripper) great sex, but loves me to death; the girl from NC has a great job, but mouthy and the sex is not all that great; lastly the girl in GA (doesnt have a great job, looks for handouts from her parents, the sex is phenomenal, compares me to the guy she dated after she left me. Which by the way, Valentines day, he came in her townhouse to leave flowers; but heard me banging her in the bathroom.
Question is this, where to go? I ran around on my ex wife, ran around on the girl in NC with the girl in GA, and run around on the stripper with both of the other two. I would never run around on the girl in GA, but Im not really with her. For gods sake I banged her in her BFs (at the time bed), should that say something?
I have reached a pinnacle in my professional career, but my personal life is SCREWED UP.
I have almost increased my salary 3x since I got divorced. I always wanted a career more than a family when I was married. Now I have a career and have lost the other.
Any thoughts? Guys suggestion would be appreciated.
I know its looooooooooooooooooooong.
I was married before, I have a beautiful 12 yr old daughter as a result. I met a girl 11 yrs my junior while returning to school. (My wife left in Jan 04 lost my job in Mar 04). I returned to school in May 04, which is where I met this girl. I dated her for 2 yrs while I was in school in GA, she left me right when I was finishing school. I got a job close to home, so I could see my daughter. But, it was too close to this girl. So an opportunity to return to school in NC , make more money and be further away from this girl arouse, so I took it.
Thing is outside of a brief period in 06, I have seen her consistently for the past 3 yrs. Her father didnt approve of the age difference, me having a child (which I wont apologize for), and had a divorce. Might I mention she had a boyfriend the past 3 yrs.
Anyway fast forward 3 yrs, I have never in my life loved anyone the way I do her. I see a stripper where I live now, see a girl I dated while in NC, and attempt to see the girl I dated in GA.
The stripper has 4 kids (and shes a stripper) great sex, but loves me to death; the girl from NC has a great job, but mouthy and the sex is not all that great; lastly the girl in GA (doesnt have a great job, looks for handouts from her parents, the sex is phenomenal, compares me to the guy she dated after she left me. Which by the way, Valentines day, he came in her townhouse to leave flowers; but heard me banging her in the bathroom.
Question is this, where to go? I ran around on my ex wife, ran around on the girl in NC with the girl in GA, and run around on the stripper with both of the other two. I would never run around on the girl in GA, but Im not really with her. For gods sake I banged her in her BFs (at the time bed), should that say something?
I have reached a pinnacle in my professional career, but my personal life is SCREWED UP.
I have almost increased my salary 3x since I got divorced. I always wanted a career more than a family when I was married. Now I have a career and have lost the other.
Any thoughts? Guys suggestion would be appreciated.
I know its looooooooooooooooooooong.
