There inlies my question for myself. I am 39 and have never been married, but have practiced a lot. Now that I have experienced so many diverse women, I find it more difficult to say, "I'll take that one for the rest of my life.".........I also have the problem caused by being relatively educated and having spent quite a few years MC-ing in titty bars. I have had more hot women than any ten men deserve. I have also had chicks that are on full ride scholarships to Notre Dame for their smarts. Hard to find the right mix. Having the slut that will wear just about anything and make every guy's head in the place turn, but can talk about nothing but the weather, and half of the time they get that wrong. Then there's the chick that wil spend a Friday night curled up with a book and can challenge you mentally and stimulate you in many ways, but when it comes to the bedroom you fall asleep from their lack of experience, or willingness to let themselves go. Not really their issue however, I realize that had I not delved into the dirty world that I had, that I wouldn't be expecting so much. Unfortunately, I can't erase it from my mind, and so the dilemma continues..............
..........I wish you luck however, and as others have said, you weren't a young sprout when you got into it, so you should have some support for your intial decision. Nothing worthwhile comes easy. AMerica's problem is that is too easy to ail on a marriage, and that's why more than 50% of them fail. It's too easy to just walk away and get on with your life.....Good luck, Brother!
