Now I get it. I genuinely know where you are coming from. Not a good place. Not sure what happened to you to make you like this. Sorry for thinking you were just an asshole. You have real problems.
It isn't good that you think this way. It's difficult for me to belive that anyone that isn't on heavy medication can go through life this way and not feel for the people who were murdered. Zero sympathy.
This goes way beyond GDRC.
I'm sure almost everyone said "OMG!" and put their hand over their mouth when this event took place. Even me. Then, after watching it on the news for a few hours, most people went about their lives. We have that luxury. We are not the people who have to put their lives back together.
So, we move on. Me? I made a couple crass jokes on a gambling site full of degenerate gamblers, heavy drinkers, and a few guys who think their lot in life is preaching to others.
Let me ask this. What kind of mind seeks out the gruesome photos that you did of that horrific event? Wasn't this asshole!
And your heart is so heavy over this tragedy, and my insensitivity, that you post a video of a clown insulting, debasing, and making fun of disabilities of people? I guess if a person has clown makeup on, anything goes? Now, before you go into the 'if you can't tell the difference' bullshit, save it. If you're in for a penny, you're in for a pound.
You can't pick and choose the insensitivity that you find funny and that which you rally against. It makes you a hypocrite.
That's why I feel confident in saying you don't really give a shit about these people. That's ok! Most people are in the same boat.
"Did you hear about?......Wasn't it horrible?.......I don't think I'll ever get over it!.......Gotta go, Seinfeld is on!"