it's been hell...but here it is...........
been fighting various illness[ PNEUNOMIA ..COPD..GASTROPARESIS..GERD.. ACID REFUX. ..since March.
have lost a lot of weight and can't seem to put it back on
hard to eat good ...small potions and still slow to digest w/slow stomach
they found bladder cancer this week
surgery scheduled for July 24th
early thoughts are they have 80% chance of getting it all..
though that sounded like a company line
I will know more Friday after pre surgery visit w/Doc I hope
it has all worn me down ...trying to stay positive..
biggest fight is not getting enough sleep having to get up to go to piss during the night and can't go back to sleep..going on for weeks now...sleep deprived and stressed out... ..tried 2 zanex[ 25mg for daytime nap[doc approved]...would not put me to sleep...doc prescribed anti -dep. but will be 2 weeks before that kicks in..
stuck in the house and can't sleep except for the few hours Temazepam gives me..6 hours at the most] before the must pee wakes me and I can't go back to sleep
but it will get better....
sure hope so..........
thanks for the concern folks
2nd tuffest thing I have ever been thru...
gotta find some way to
would not have made it this far without my fantastic wife.
hug the ones ya love....life is short
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