In the last month life made a sudden turn. I was going in one direction, tail wagging, high fiving saying where's the party?!, and out of nowhere the peter pan voice got the hell beat out of it and a new perspective replaced it.
Time suddenly went from a day to day experience to preparing for the future. It's a new reality for me. Gambling isn't a priority, my buddies "fill in the excuse for going out" doesn't take priority, ....
it's a different perspective... it's about getting a leg up, having something, making my wife comfortable...
I dunno...
Anyone ever gone through this where all the sudden it's about.............. the family? :scared
Would be interested to know if any male has gone through this previously.
