I have been waiting for nick M Er stories 🍿
well it was quite the year.
So when this all started I had 2 jobs, the one that I had been working at "contingent" for the past 8 years and the full time gig that I took the Sept prior. I say contingent cause that was my classification but I worked 44-48 hrs per week and was asked multiple times to take over as their day Charge RN, but too much of a pay cut. The full time gig is the place I used to work at in 2009-2011.
The hospital system for the contingent job closed the ER to make the hospital a Covid only hospital. Really f'd a lot of people. The ER staff had a crash course in ICU charting, I had 2 four blocks in the ICU which was ridiculous. The day came when I was back and put in the ICU for 2 shifts, it was sad. 20+ people all on vents and we all knew they were gonna die, because in the beginning a vent was a death sentence. I had a 28y/o and 51 y/o. I was "working with" another ICU, he had less than a year experience and took one pt with his preceptee while I had 2, it was a joke. It felt unsafe. It took me almost 3 hours to deal with one of my pts, when I came out of the room, exhausted and drenched in sweat, I found out the ICU nurse didn't cover my other pt. Luckily he was still alive and nothing happened to him while no one monitored him while I was busy in the other pt's room.
Then they told us they were low on PPE, later on the news we saw the warehouse that was stocked with PPE for the whole health system....on the other side of our parking lot. It felt unsafe and to say overwhelmingly stressful.
After witnessing the disarray, I quit. All of my contingent friends were given the option to take a leave unofficially but for some reason I was given that option. Needless to say I was pissed.
My full time gig compensated us and really showed us they were trying to protect us.
I have seen super sad things. I've held a lot of hands, talked with lots of family members, given lots of hugs, had coworkers be there with countless people as they passed away, watched lots of tears shed by coworkers, watched over half of the people I work with deal with having Covid themselves, and heard the stories of fatigue, fevers, shortness of breath, diarrhea, coughing, runny noses, excessive tiredness, headaches, sweating, and body aches.
A former coworker got Covid, was healthy and now has Postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome. Her husband, also a friend and coworker, said it's sad to watch because she basically can't function normally without the risk of passing out.
It's been crazy and I really don't know how it's going to end or if it even will